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"From Anxiety to Relief: Navigating a Breast Cancer Scare"

  • Writer: Portia J
    Portia J
  • Feb 18, 2024
  • 2 min read

Greetings, my resilient readers! I bring you an update on the rollercoaster ride that has been my breast cancer scare. The last few days have been a whirlwind of emotions, anxieties, and, thankfully, an ultimate triumph. Let me share the raw and honest account of my recent experiences.


A Sleepless Night and Caffeine Woes

Last night, sleep eluded me, and as I traced back the cause, I couldn't help but blame that solitary cup of coffee from the previous morning. Little did I know, this decision would set the stage for a night of restlessness. In my quest for better health and a potential link between caffeine and the lump in my breast, I had drastically cut down on my coffee consumption.


Morning Rituals and Unexpected Pains

As the morning sun cast its first light, my usual routine kicked in. Checking messages, bank accounts, and the mirror, my mind hovered over the looming uncertainty. Then, a sharp ache near the biopsy site startled me. Anxiety gripped me once again, and my mind raced with apprehensions.


The Dreaded Email: Results Await

In the midst of my internal chaos, an email notification grabbed my attention at an ungodly hour – "New Test Results from your doctor or another provider." A surge of conflicting thoughts flooded my mind. Should I wait for the doctor's call, or should I brave the unknown and open the results?


A Moment of Truth: Benign, the Sweetest Word

With a deep breath, I opened the email. Medical jargon blurred before my eyes, but one word stood out like a beacon of hope – "Benign." I scanned further, confirming the beautiful phrase: "FINAL DIAGNOSIS, LEFT BREAST MASS - BENIGN BREAST TISSUE WITH NO DULAR ADENOSIS..." Relief washed over me, and in that moment, my daughter became the first recipient of the joyous news.



Gratitude in Prayer and a Lesson for All Women

Falling to the floor in prayer, I couldn't help but express gratitude for this benign verdict. "Thank You, Lord, for You are good!" resonated in my heart. My journey through this scare has left an indelible mark, and I implore every woman to touch and examine their bodies regularly. It was my daily ritual that made me aware of the lump, urging me to take proactive measures.


Reflections and Seeking Professional Help

Though the process was emotionally taxing, the decision to confront the lump head-on proved to be the right one. Having lost my second mother to breast cancer, the trauma took a toll on my soul. Seeking professional help is now part of my healing journey, acknowledging the impact this experience has had on my life.


In closing, let this serve as a testament to the importance of self-examination and early intervention. As we navigate life's uncertainties, may we find strength, courage, and support in every step we take.


 
 
 

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